Chaos and Order, Nothing and Something, are, in my mind interdependent. When everything is (Chaos/Order), it is nothing, and everything, a whole. When nothing is differentiated it starts as one, and relatively quickly turns into everything, the 10 thousand things.
Existence, it seems to me, is a balance between nothing, and wholeness, which creates everything, back into wholeness through chaos (entropy).
It and we go through one enantiodromia into another, from chaos to order, to chaos, into infinity, as the ouroboros.
Consciousness and Life are both the rider and the ridden, the jailed and the jailor. It, we, do it all to ourselves, and are a witness to our own process.